Just not me anymore....
The drugs, the disease, just everything...
In looking for an old email, I stumbled upon emails from when Reagan and Addy were born... I never deleted them..
I sit here in tears... I'm just not me right now. This disease catches me at my weakest moments sometimes.. physically and mentally.
I'll be fine.. I'm just frustrated...
(Quick FYI - I ended up in the ER on Wed due to a severe reaction to Humira. After dilaudid, phenergan, and pepsid and fluids, they discharged me and at the same time Addy was home puking and did so for 24 hours.. luckily she didn't need IV fluids, those she was VERY close. We're both home resting at this point...)
In looking for an old email, I stumbled upon emails from when Reagan and Addy were born... I never deleted them..
I sit here in tears... I'm just not me right now. This disease catches me at my weakest moments sometimes.. physically and mentally.
I'll be fine.. I'm just frustrated...
(Quick FYI - I ended up in the ER on Wed due to a severe reaction to Humira. After dilaudid, phenergan, and pepsid and fluids, they discharged me and at the same time Addy was home puking and did so for 24 hours.. luckily she didn't need IV fluids, those she was VERY close. We're both home resting at this point...)
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